These past few days have been pretty great...just chilling and relaxing with ppl with no worries. *sigh*... the end is near. Aaaaaawwwww!! My last night with the girls tonite... *SNIFF* Gotta make it good!! :)

The moment has finally arrived. The end has come. Or should i say..the old has gone the new has come! Hahaha...that bible verse. Yeeeeaa...exams are doooooonnnnnnee!!!!!! And now more craziness begins. So much to do b4 going home on saturday...so little time. Waaaaahh...all this repressed freedom? Does that even make sense. Ah well... we were so hyper after finishing our exam. Wow...haven't been THAT hyper in awhile. It was great!

Went to Jesse's birthday thing after ... aw it was so good. When we got there it was like worshipfest. So great to sing praises to the Lord when u've just finished your last exam and it's suuuch a joyous occasion! Great ppl...great time.

It's so funny how sleep becomes so important during exam period when u're supposed to be cramming late at nights and now that exams are over it's the last thing on my mind. Wouldn't it be cool if we didn't have to sleep? ........mmmmm NAAAAAHHH!! Sleep is way too good. :)

Good news all...i have found my buspass hahaha... Or i should say somebody did. Apparently i dropped it on the bus? But all is well now....yay i'm so happy! Cuz i woulda had to pay 20$ to replace my student card... yup.

Saw Jersie Girl tonite at western film...suuuuuuch a cute movie!! Quite enjoyable...but it sucked that i had to go back and study afterwards. Sigh...less than 24 hours and i'll be done. Just keep swimming...just keep swimming... hehe.

Pretty tired ... didn't get enough sleep last night due to HS and no nap today :\ So off to bed i go...or study some more first? We'll seeee.... To all those who are going home or have gone home...HAVE A GREAT SUMMER if i don't see u!!!! And to those at (my) home... see u sooooon!!

i lost my buspass last night and i'm sad. my student card was in it too. :( if anyone finds my buspass please let me know...

one more exam and frosh year will be over...

Psych in less than an hour... and I'M FLYING TO BC IN A WEEK FROM TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!! woooooOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOoooo!!!!!

Booooooooooo...roll up the rim is over!! I just went to timmy's and they're gone! The red cups are gone...arrr. :( :( :(

I CAN'T BELIEVE SHI ANN WON IMMUNITY!!!!!!!! Wow...good for her! But she's definitely gone next...or for sure not gonna win. I wonder if it's even worth it for her to be there for the extra days when she's gonna get kicked off in the end. *shrugs*

The Shining turned out to be a dud...haha got the wrong movie by mistake! The 1997 TV remake... oooohh tv movies. So cheeeeeeesy. Harhar... It was pretty hilarious. We gotta watch the original still girls!! I promise it's a lot better... We ended up watching Friends that dor taped earlier last night. It was HILARIOUS. I especially enjoyed Phoebe's words of wisdom.

"a promise between friends means never having to give a reason"

and...

"patience is the road to understanding ... which is the key to a happy heart"


Hahahaha...so good. *Sniff only 2 more eps left !! Waaaaahhh i'm so sad. *sniff *sniff !!!

Well after a couple intense days of psych i'm finally gonna start on health sci...so back to the books for me. Wow in less than 2 weeks i'll be in BC... WOOooooOOOooo!!

It's nice to know that amidst all this studying one can still find time to have fun :) Last night was double feature at western film. 2 movies for 5 bucks man! Oh yea... Saw 50 first dates and Starsky and Hutch. Both were pretty good! Good laughs...good times. Tonight...a whole crapload of ppl came out for wings at final score. Mmmmm they were so good... Thanx to bri for organizing it! And tomorrow night...horror movie at dordor's!! Haha i get to be the "calm one" with a bunch of girls who are older than me btw hehe... The Shining? Maahh...no sweat. Hmmm i figure since i study all day (kind of lol) i deserve a night of relaxation hanging out with friends (or buddies or pals or acquaintances? hehehahaha!)...? Yes i think that's reasonable. And anyways, with the year winding down...gotta squeeze in as much quality time with ppl here as much as possible know what i mean?

Aaaaggh i'm quite tired. It was exhausting trying to finish those wings. So off to bed i go! Weeeeeee...sleep is so good.

I'm soooooo joyous at the moment! Finished my english exam less than an hour ago. And it's soooooooooooo nice outside! It ACTUALLY feels like summer!! I walked into my exam with the rain pouring outside and came out with the sun shining down and it's like i dunno how many degrees out but it's WARM. LaLaLaLa...!! :) :) :)

Yea so i was psyching myself out about my english exam... All yesterday i was going from feeling screwed to complete peace and on and on... ANd this morning i woke up feeling pretty nervous. I guess this is all because i didn't prepare very well for this exam. I studied a lot more for the midterm than this one. And i didn't even read a lot of the stuff we were supposed to read (my bad...) but the Lord blessed me with good questions that i could answer (some moderately well and some pretty good) ne ways!!! PRAISE HIM!!!!!!!

OooHHhh i wanna go do something outside. But the books once again call my name...maybe study outside? Mmmmm...that would be sooooo good.

Ha! Rolled outta bed at close to noon today...there goes half the day. Only managed to get one reading done today...hm wonder why that is? Maybe it's cuz i stayed AT HOME to do work!! Hahah...but all in all quite a relaxing day. I forgot how much i actually enjoy just reading...and especially curled up in bed. Mmmm...and to be reading what is considered to be the greatest literature written in the 20th century? Quite an honour i'd say. Man, why oh why didn't i stay on top of my readings? It's pretty good stuff too...ah i've wasted my last experience in an english class. So sad...

On a happier note i read something pretty cool in Ecclesiastes today. Who knew what good stuff u could find in that book! Haha...

Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work:
If one falls down, his friend can help him up.
But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!
Also, if two were to lie down together, they will keep warm.
But how can one keep warm alone?
Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves.
A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.
Ecc. 4:9-12

Cool eh? I've already shared it with ppl...thought i'd share some more! How awesome and important is it to have good friends you can count on? It's definitely up there on the list for me... :)

Coooooooool i got a comments link now! Thanx cho! Now u all can leave me some nifty comments...ya.

Mmmm with bio done today...getting to relax a little bit b4 starting english tomorrow. How do i study for english? Maybe i should start by doing the readings lol. But ... too ... many!! Aaahhh that's what i get for not doing anything the whole semester for that class...and surprisingly it's my best class! Haha...

Cooooool i get to sleep in tomorrow. Or i could wake up early and study. But.....naaaaah prolly not. HeHe. Just about 2 more weeks of this exam season...and it's aaaaaaallllllll over. Whoa.

OOOooooooOOOHHHhhh summer... how i long for thee. As much as i dont want this year to end...the summer is looking better and better with every thought about it. Visiting shar for 2 weeks in BC...mmmm so many plans already forming!! Hopefully i'll get hooked up with a good job...get to get involved with church again...visit ppl in TO!! YeeAAA...i'm looking fwd to it.

I got to talk to my old pastor yesterday when i went to church...he happened to be speaking to the highschool fellowship last night. So good to see him again...don't get to do that often enough. He gave me this book that he got for me. It looks good...can't wait to start reading it. I have so many books to read this summer...waaahh.

Going back to london tomorrow...back to reality. This weekend was pretty good yet so unproductive. *SiGh* I will be prancing and dancing for joy at 10pm on Apr. 28!!!! Waaaaahhh...

Heading back home in about an hour...oooooh it's gonna be so good to be back. YAY!! Stayed up late last night to finish posting some more pics...ACF misc album is updated even more and albums for the LCAC SS party and last women's cell are up. There i think my pics are all updated now... It was so weird to go back on msn/icq last night...lent is finally over. I did realize how much i missed it...and i'm glad it's over. But i don't regret doing it. It was a good 40 days without it!

Good Friday...mmmm. I thought today, every year we think of Easter as such a special time to remember the Lord's sacrifice for us. But then shouldn't we be doing that every day? That line comes to mind...forget where i heard it first. Live as if Jesus had died yesterday, is risen today and is returning tomorrow.. Everyday we should be thinking of His love for us and how we should live our lives as a result of that. Yea...so here's a good song for today.

The nails in Your hands
The nails in Your feet
They tell me how much You love me
The thorns on Your brow
They tell me how
You bore so much shame to love me

And when the heavens pass away
All Your scars will still remain
And forever they will say just how much You love me
So I want to say...

Forever my love
Forever my heart
Forever my life is yours...
Forever my love
Forever my heart
Forever my life is yours...
It's Yours...

I'm learning more and more what it really means to surrender EVERYTHING to God...every part, every aspect of your life and worship Him in ALL THE THINGS you do each day. Because He truly does deserve all the honour, glory and praise...

Decided to stay up later tonite to catch up on some "online work". Hahaha mainly email and uploading and looking at pics. Yep...imagestation pics are updated. Banquet pics are up and ACF misc album is updated as well...

OOooooohh...women's cell is over!!! We had our last meeting tonight at Connie and Rosey's. Each person had a chance to share about the year...i think we all had trouble trying to squish a year's worth of thoughts into a couple mins of sharing. It was still good tho...hearing what the Lord has done in everyone's lives this year was soooooo cool. What He has done this year is truly indescribable. *Sigh* I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH GIRLS!! Karyn, Rosey, Connie...God bless with the future and you will always hold a special place in women's cell and in our hearts :) Come back and visit often! IN CHRIST ALOOOOOOOOONE!!! Yeaaaaaa!

Going back home this weekend...haven't been back since reading week. Now that's the longest i haven't been home this year. Looking fwd to it and seeing everyone again!! Easter weekend...such a special time.

It snowed today...wow. It's april and it snowed! Craziness.....

Man imagestation has been down for 2 days...can't get into it to upload the rest of my pics...boo.

Waaaahhh the last women's cell is tomorrow nite! :( I'm gonna miss meeting with the girls every week...it's been such a great year. Awww...why does it have to end? *Sniff.

On a happier note, we did well on our religious studies presentation! WooHoo...i was a bit worried that it wasn't what the teacher wanted or expected. But fortunately...it turned out ok. Mmmmm...the Lord is good... Aaaaaannnnd...we only have 2 more days of school left! And for me, thursday doesn't even really count cuz 3 out of 4 of my classes are for "review" which means show up if u want...but the teacher doesn't care if u do or not. That means i get the whoooole day to study...YaY.

I get to go back on msn/icq on Good Friday. Hm...reflecting back on it...i'm really glad i decided to give it up despite how impossible it seemed at first. 1 Corinthians 10:13 comes to mind. "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." Although it was tempting at times to go back on...He really did provide ways for me to "stand up under it". It wasn't even that hard. Ohhh....God is good...all the time! He put a song of praise in this heart of mine!! :)

I totally forgot that tonight is daylight savings... Arg lost an hour! Oh well that just meant i got to come home an hour early from the library...hehe.

Last night the bulk of ACF gathered together for the year end banquet. Being a froshie...i didn't really know what to expect. It was a really good night tho...so cool to have everyone in the same room like that. It was kinda hard to actually talk to ppl tho since everyone was busy taking pics or being in pics, me included of course. I've never seen so many cameras in one room b4...my kind of ppl! Haha... I'm gonna miss ACF so much...5 months w/o it? Hmmm...and the grads too! Sigh...only beginning to get to know them better and now they have to leave. *Sniff. Like i shared, the Lord has blessed me soooooooo much through ACF and its ppl. I have so much to be grateful for and i'll never forget this year and all that came along with it. The wonderful things i've learned and experienced this year...i can't even begin to list them. THANK YOU ACF!! You all have a special place in my heart... :)

Pics from the sleepover are now up...took my time. ACF banquet pics still to come! Hopefully sooner than later.....

Yeeesssss... Jerri is gone! I knew she had it coming... Too bad Ethan had to go b4 she did tho. Ahhh Lex what did u do!? *SiGh*

ACF Banquet tonight... Hmmm i guess i'll have more to say after it. But so much has happened this year... and wow it's coming to an end. I can't believe how fast this year has come and gone... :O <- that's my astonished face.