i want to go far, far away...

away from regular life.

just for a little while.

family :)

i started reading my old posts from the beginning of this school year. man i was so excited about school and being in toronto in september. that excitement has slowly disintegrated... it's sad. i guess it was inevitable tho. the excitement and appeal of new experiences usually fades out. the question now is.. do i try to rekindle the excitement or just go about life normally and hope that things get better?

9We will know by this that we are of the truth, and will assure our heart before Him ²⁰in whatever our heart condemns us; for God is greater than our heart and knows all things. ²¹Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us, we have confidence before God; ²²and whatever we ask we receive from Him, because we keep His commandments and do the things that are pleasing in His sight. 1 John 3:19-22

i love God being greater than my heart. even in times when i think i'm going to be overcome by my feelings and that i can't possibly feel better. of course God is greater than my heart! how silly i am. and i'm really trying to take v22 seriously. asking and receiving. God's serious about it.. why shouldn't we be?